Happy birthday to me, 18 years 9 months old.
Sayang sekali satu folder itu hilang entah kenapa, hanya berspekulasi, efek restore image disk yang berlaku hanya untuk drive C tidak disangka bisa memiliki efek samping seperti itu. Missed link to Ms Word, and this fucking windows was deleted all those files.
Ok, forget it, it means I have to make some new ones, right?
Hmm. I remember. Remember of that 13rd October. God always has some reasons. Reasons that we can’t listen. Reasons that we can’t find on any lesson.
I was just consider that sometimes the reasons aren’t so important question that I’ve to find hard about. Then. I remember. Remember of that 13rd October. A question of the reasons made me some crazy to find it about, consider that more important than I figured a long time ago.
Now it’s not that October anymore. Still, I’ve not find some reasons. Reasons that make some normalization. So I don’t need to make any abjuration my self anymore.
Maybe it has decided for some good reasons, for us. But I’d like to say, It’s good for you, whether it’s good for me or not. I’ve broken without you.
It has decided, an important one has broken down for that some temporary problems.
Whether I regret it or not, or, you regret it or not, or some God’s plan which always separate us, I always want to see your smile face, hear your cheerful voice, feel that feeling again.
Please don’t let your self ‘leave’, however you want to ‘leave’,
I want to be with you.
